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Just stop the clock. Leave me alone. I need to think. What's going on? No matter how I focus it, I don't understand anything. I'm a mess and because of that, I'm angry with myself. 

Maybe I just need time. But I don't have it. Hours come and go very quickly. Nobody can stop them. 

"Reflect on it before you make a decision. Calm down and think again what you want." 

Damn! I know what I want, I really do. And the people arround me know it too. Then, why is it so complicated? Why are they standing in my way? Why? I'm not going to stand it much more. 

Maybe a fragile glass is about to crash.